scared of bugs?? PHOBIC MAN!

ok, i may have told you before, that i'm scared of bugs.

but i correct that.

i'm practically phobic.

now there's a difference between a typical girl who's scared of bugs and a person who is just so phobic of bugs... ...let's just say it's dangerous just being around a phobic person. =__=

i wanted to scoop water and flush the golden throne when suddenly i felt something unnatural touch my hand and the next thing i saw something dark with something sprouting out of it

soon after i started screaming and i opened the door in the midst of the panic to facilitate easier rescuing (aka my parents) while i continued to scream in terror.

MIND YOU I WAS CLOSE TO TEARSSSS

i was almost trembling i swear!!! started washing my hands with dettol and wiping my hands over and over on my shirt!!!!

i think it took me somewhere around 5mins to start forgetting the horror. oh GOD!

ugh and i swear my hand was spas-ing from time to time from the post trauma of having contact with the damned cockroach, if i haven't mentioned what the hell actually touched my hand.

oh and my face was twitching so badly it became fixed at a constipated expression.

god why the hell did the bug stick around water that came from washing machine and is meant for washing toilet bowl???

you know, i've been hearing so many bug stories (what eat half a lizard or tasting baby roaches in the middle of bubble tea and ants coming together with the malt drink when you buy from vending machine) that now when i buy my snacks i chew bit by bit and inspect just so i don't get the lucky draw. because if i do get the lucky draw, basically my tongue is gonna drop off.

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and why the danger around me?? last time i shook and spas-ed and yelled incessantly at what i thought was a stick insect when it actually was just a bunch of threads. NOTE THIS--i swear i was doing air swimming in the presence of my friends while being in a hysteria over a BUNCH OF THREADS

on a happier note, watch Up! it's a very movie. i teared a couple of times. it's damn sad when something matters to you so much that the thought of not achieving it can be so painful. ahhhhhh. and i love the bird. 8D

oh. and chalet nights, are ultra destructive to my health. i am still trying to recover from lack of sleep over the long weekend with national day. btw, i missed national day program. :/