sudden revival no. 2!

*stares at yahoo mail inbox*
706 unread messages.... i think i'm becoming someone i don't know... *shivers*

ughhh!!! has my curse of the year begun??? a few months ago, i read my chinese zodiac fortune telling. it says, "your year is so so lor." ok. then, after a few months, i read another one. "THIS YEAR IS NO NO FOR YOU! your friends will cheat you, you will mysteriously remain pok-kai, you will this you will that--BE CAREFUL GUARD YOUR ASS UPSIDE DOWN! but. your next two years are sweet and ripe for the taking~~ SO IF YOU SURVIVE THIS YEAR! God will bless you."

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so, what do i mean by my curse has begun. see, let me tell you a big secret. if you're planning to rob anyone, it's definitely not me. somehow, after working for almost two years, my bank account never actually hit 2k. do you believe that? me? giam siap butt juice, never actually hit 2k??? (i am seriously wondering how the fak i survived the last two year) i kept thinking "i am a fresh graduate! hahaha. hahaha!" yah fresh my ass, graduation is almost 2yrs ago, and i'm still pok-kai. what the hell. i don't know why i'm so poor. wah lao. by this time i should be having like 5 digits in my bank but noooo. i'm fighting the 3 digits. dammit.

then when i think back, i have very strange encounters with jobs. i choose jobs that don't pay me. LOL. don't ask where i worked. must protect reputation, see. if you're changing jobs, let me know the names. then again, people in my circle won't end up at the places i worked lah so i think it's fine. erhh. then again you can't be too sure. hahaha. my heart will skip 2 beats if you tell me you're dealing with fuel management or trophies.

that's one of the curses. the next curse is pretty stupid.

i am growing wider around my tummy. following this curse is a bike that is in permanent "brake" state. it's horrible. i feel this is the Higher Power's way of telling me to exercise. early in the morning, rushing to take company transport, i'm bloody fighting friction. kanin... anyway, i think i brought this upon myself. the brake has broken for almost a week and i forgot to report the damage to my mother. hahahaha.

and following this curse is a horrendous amount of work that suddenly poured in after 3pm today. i was so free these few days i started doing stupid things like packing things over and over and actually plotting a phoenix wright fanfiction. today i even started writing phoenix wright fanfiction (no doubt, with an incomplete plot in my head. i think this case is will be a loophole where readers contradict the reader rather than wright contradicting the witnesses). BUT

ok, a little background story before you understand this.
Nov 10 - the first day of my work
Dec ?? - mailed out invoices for Manual Billing to Hewlett-Packard (Asia Pacific, supposedly based in SG)
Jan - All the entire stack of Sept, Oct, Nov and Dec Invoices were rejected, and delivered back to us this week

why? because
1. Type wrongly (King of careless mistakes = me)
2. Document wrong charges (don't ask me about calculations in sept and oct... i don't know!!)
3. No documents attached (wah best, tell customer pay money but never tell them what they ship)
4. some mumbo jumbo reasons even I am confused

this piece of work is a nightmare. in all honesty, i had no mentors to teach me how to do this. i also super geh kiang. the one who asked me to do was not supposed to be in charge so i dun blame him. but my manager leh??!! wah lao bo xia one entire month suddenly "HPGP mail out liao not??? need money!! annual revenue!!" so, me thinking "sai lah, backdated liao, must mail out fast!" just went to mail out everything. wah lao. now this ghost come back and haunt us. and now the director is asking us the details for the whole problem. and after listening, all of us were so confused he said, "wah lao you all do things very jia lat leh!!!"

erhhh. the only error i can admit to is carelessness (sigh.. it's a mistake that i may very well carry to my grave, cuz that's exactly what Ms Karen Ng told me when i was in sec 3-4--i can write beautifully emo compositions but i kill them with my careless mistakes).

but the rest!? might i point out--and be honest lah--everyone was clueless how to do it!!! the only reason the director is chupping now is
1. manager take leave (<-- he like every 2 days missing sia, recently o.o bet he's running away)
2. General Manager shooting around
and honestly!! until now i'm still bloody studying the things i'm doing leh! it took me a month to get a gist of the stuff, and for the manual billing part, i just did as i was told--no idea what i was supposed to look out for man!! if you tell me manual trax i do wrongly i should die, ok lah, i admit i should because by now i should be king liao. if you tell me calculation i must 98% correct, i also ok lah. but manual billing, which everyone is clueless about!! imaging you working on something called manual trax for a month, suddenly someone ask you to do manual billin and send out, you will be confused anot!?

then a big stack of ghost come back never mind. kanin... i still saw a lot of errors inside!! last time i dunno how to read document so i didn't care a lot (i trusted my superior and colleagues to know what to look out for, so they no reaction means nothing--i now realise i am wrong -.-|||)... ugh now that i know how to read (somewhat), i wanna die. discovered a mountain full of mistakes. (ok no lah, not so exaggerating, but it just means more delays. wahhh.)

curse curse curse. cursseeeeee. if you ask me who to blame, blame me lor. no mentor and don't ask, i stupid mah abcdefg happy liao not!!! hmmmpphhhhhhhh! grrrr. some more this few days i blur kok due to phoenix wright withdrawal symptoms (???).

ok~ away from trauma~ let's talk about something else!

let's tackle this highly important topic.
my inconsistency in posting!

first, i must apologise--i am so sorry i died again. this time is because once i come home, i become too damn lazy--i imagine that pressing the "on" button is like running 2.4km (???). then also, my routine has changed-- i come home, first thing i do is play phoenix wright (i'm replaying to voice act hahaha. it's my new hobby!), next thing i do is eat, next thing i come back and wright, then i watch show and then sleep. : D

dunno why today damn hardworking though, come online and post :x

so here it is---what should i do??? although i now have internet access at the office, i cannot go onto blogger!!! ...

hmm. well, if i don't post for a few days, erh... i guess i won't exceed not posting for 5 days?? hahahaha. okok. tell you what. maybe i will compensate by writing a longer post. ... doh.

whatever it is, on with my usual ramblings~

on a peaceful sunday, i went on to complete Summon Night II and Xenogears together. yeah man. i completed Xenogears in the afternoon and complained, "kanin...! stupid ending leh! the dubbing is so horrible! i could voice act Krelian Fei and Elly altogether myself and still sound better leh! what's with this bunch of naked Adams and Eve running in abstract space and talking about love and peace and God???" wah lao. frakced up (???); Disc 1 so damn fun Disc 2 so damn dumb. kns.

then Summon Night II. i started mourning when i thought... (spoilers spoilers) (then again who plays this wulu game anyway) that...nesty had died!!! but after the credits... WOW OWOWWOW SUPER HAPPY

ok to tell you the truth, i was partly motivated to write stories after playing Summon Night II. (seems like my desire to blog and desire to write stories can be somewhat related) i am soooo happpyyyyyyyy. rabu rabu. Liz said nesty and Magna felt gay. i just thought they felt very brotherly. but whatever.

so, either way, i dunno why suddenly i wanted to write phoenix wright fanfiction. gahahahaa. i doubt i would ever post it, because it's so loopholish. btw i used to love Detective Conan and worship the Sherlock Holmes whom i never quite knew who he was although he was famous. oddly, i never read Kindaichi.

and i have finally continued watching Dragon Ball. although i always knew, it reminded me just how bloody funny the animation is. for some reason, the things that are laughable are so stupid...they're just... erh... i dunno lah. haha. Goku remains my top favourite. strangely, piccolo might just come in second. LOL.

actually i found my chipmunk singing. now thinking how to upload. hahahahaha.

Message to Burt: so sorry for the death of my blog... erh... maybe you can youtube for chip n dale?? hahahahahaha|||