strange interruption

Okay... I know I should be blogging about my Japan trip and uploading photos. But I procrastinated and started playing games in usual fashion and the rest of the things are forgotten.

Anyhow.

When I came back from Japan, my temper was pretty good. I'd say, my view of everything, was flowery! And lovely pretty jingagagagaga!

...But tonight. I AM MURDEROUS.

FCK YOU! HOW CAN A LVL 81 SIN AND LVL 57 ARCHER DIE TO SUZERIX (LVL 50 BOSS MOB)???? WORSE!!! THEY HAD A LVL 66 CLERIC SUPPORTING THEM!!!!!!!! My veno is freaking lvl 49......AND SHE SURVIVED SO LONG SHE COULD EVEN KITE THE MOB FOR A FULL THREE MINUTES...and did not die. With just HP pot her lvl and mantous. The dead idiots were res-ed...and instead of finishing Suzerix which had about 10% HP left...they scolded me and told me to run. THE CLERIC REFUSED TO HEAL ME!

What? Too shameful of your deaths in a boss mob........SO MANY LEVELS BELOW YOU?

And despite their crap attitude throughout... I tried to be polite and thank them at the end.

Woah. Once I got my kill I kena kicked from squad.

Eh, ni ta ma de, your cleric hor macham bot leh, only know how to press F1 and don't know how to heal everyone ah. You cannot switch target and heal each person once is it? And only tanks deserve heals right?

I curse your faction!!! I hope all of you turn on pk mode and lose everything in pks because you all obviously don't know anything apart from attack button and F1!!!!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T DESERVE YOUR LVL AND YOUR WEAPON BECAUSE YOU BOUGHT THEM ALLLLLL!!!!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!! I THOUGHT I AM DONE FEELING ANGRY WITH MORONS!

...!!!

I feel a zen like realisation in me!

I don't feel angry at all when I play either a tank or a cleric because chances are, even if the others fail, I still can salvage in one way or another.

BUT. When I'm not playing either...there's no way I can prevent fail squads...from failing. Seriously. Almost none of the idiots take a DD's words seriously cuz they can't tank or they can't heal or res. Yeah I mean they're DDs for a reason.

...AHH! I KILL YOU ALL! I KILL YOU ALL!!!!

Wooh. Blogging does wonders for my feelings! I now feel my heat transferred to the digital world! =D

Okay. Time to bathe. And to motivate myself somehow to upload photos because I lost my camera cable and I'm lazy to transfer the card out...sigh.