Misconceptions

I wrote a very long post at work, and then saved it. I'd wanted to continue it and then post it here, but then...somehow, I just lost all the mood to do it.

I Google stuff, and then end up discovering things I wonder if it was best I never found them.

Now, let me highlight to you what impressions people have of me, based on observations that I've made.

I am someone who uses friends.
I am someone who has no heart.
I am someone whom you cannot approach to reason and talk to.
I am someone who is aggressive and domineering.
I am someone who simply does not understand or care.
I am someone whom unless you have the strongest of heart, is best avoided.

What can I say?

I've said it many times before, more than I would ever love to.

I'll live with the misconceptions. It's a lie to say I am not hurt. In fact, I'm feeling very sad right now, that I don't have much appetite for dinner.

I can't do things alone. But when I do find people to do things with me...I think I end up slowing everyone down.

I'm sorry. Sometimes, I feel I need to be alone so I don't hurt the ones around me.

Maybe I'm just tired, so I'm feeling pessimistic.

Sigh... What can I say. I feel very sad. Period.