Just Watching

Sometimes, rather than actively participating in life, I feel like I'm just watching life.

People do things, decide things, walk in, walk out, and all I have to say is, "Okay."

It's pretty odd that at the back of my mind, I tell myself I'd sort it out later and make sense of it. But in the end, I never do.

After all, ultimately, nothing ever changes, even if I had my thoughts and opinions about it. I'm not happy, and neither am I sad about it. It's just my feelings that are stuck in a limbo that disturbs me.

Is this normal? I really don't know.