Another Reason for staying single

I said I'd sleep but haha, I just remembered this so I thought I'd type it out first before I sleep and forget.

I went to eat dinner with my mother cuz Liz had OT and my uncle went to JB. My father had to eat late, so we ended up eating dinner ourselves.

So, I dunno why, but we talked about getting married and stuff.

Me: I'm not suited for marrying. One primary reason is that I'm interested in doing my own thing quite a lot.
Mother: Just like your dad!
Me: ...Actually, that's one thing. I think the bigger reason is, I will end up being unable to stand a lot of things in my partner and nag and kaopeh and say a lot and make it unbearable for both of us!
Mother: LOL just like me!!!

Good. So my mother has some self awareness! HOHOHO!

But seriously lah... I'm aware of the kind of demands/expectations I place on people. I've been working on that forever @_@ It's a conscious effort to tell myself not to place demands. Liz was just laughing earlier today when I came to a sudden awareness that I have strangely high expectations of people around me when I play game. I expect everyone to know what they're doing, and I have endless questions when they do completely incomprehensible things. I don't have anything personal against them, seriously D: I'm not even a pro gamer myself. Casual hardcore but not quite there...

...How did that turn into gaming rant...

But yeah. I like to be able to trust people near me when they show consistency--I don't even need to expect. I just know they would. I think Liz has been dealing with my strange expectations for a lifetime now she doesn't even feel a damn thing xD (Funnily, she doesn't quite bother to fulfill my expectations though. She expects me to fulfill hers though!?!?!?)

I don't know how long it's been that way, but I appreciate it when people are reliable. Which is why I beat myself up a lot when I become unreliable. ~_~

Oh well... And how that relates to wanting to stay single... I think unless the other party is an *AHEM* good looking sage, you can expect the relationship to break very soon.